Fuck My Life, Literally.

If you can't tell by now I'm a fairly bitter person. Gambling has made me this way. I could win $1000 or lose $1000, it wouldn't even in the slighest make a difference, I've become immune to this shit. I find negative aspects in everything and just exploit the hell out of it and make a little money in the process. However, there is one thing in my life that I love to do and find no fault, no pain, and no suffering in doing: masturbating. Ever since I was 13, I've been beating my meat at the very least 4x a day. Sometimes more, sometimes less but in the past 8 years I've probably only missed a day or two. It's a release mechanism I absolutely love (maybe even better than real sex If I'm being honest) However, it's all about to come to an end.


The word "addiction" is being used far too frequently in today's world but because of the actions of Tiger Woods, I now have to pay. One of my hoes is convinced I have a sex addiction and wants to me slow it down. If I don't masturbate for the next 2 weeks, she'll not only fuck me but send me some loot in the process. It isn't about the reward but it's about finding the strength to last. Without thinking twice, I agreed to it. At first we agreed on 1 week but then she started saying how I'd crack tomorrow and I told her "bitch I could go 2 weeks." and thus we arrived at this stage. Now I thought that compulsive wanking was bad for one's health and reproductive system but upon further review there is nothing wrong but being addicted to playing with yourself.


That's right, for the next 2 week I can't wank and then I find out there's nothing wrong with compulsive wanking. What the fuck? Withdrawal symptoms include high levels of anxiety, headaches and just being irritable. Great I can't wait to get healed for something that isn't a fucking problem. So for the next 2 weeks there will be no skype, sex, no cam4, and no Daisy Marie. Instead I'm going to focus more on school, ya right! Now I figure that some of you degenerates that read my blog are so wrapped up in other various addictions (gambling, alcohol, ) that most of you probably haven't seen pussy or touched yourself in months. Any words of advice?


Programming Note: I got a big exam in the future I've been neglecting. There won't be any blog until tomorrow. I know I know I find this shit theraputic but I really need to get shit done. Picks will still be posted.


Recapping the Night: Nasty night, could have been significantly worse though. Far too ambitious, got to go back to what was working:


Cricket:


$200 Chennai Super Kings -110 (L)
$200 Delhi +125 (in game)= Possible return of $450 (W)
MLB:
$50 Cincy Reds +135 (L)
$50 LA Dodgers -110- Possible return of $95.45 (W)
$100 Red SoxTwins over 9 -110 (L)
$200 Chicago White Sox +114 (L)
$50 Yankees/Angels over 10 +105 (L)
$50 Orioles/Athletics over 8 -110= (P)= Return of $50
NHL:
$50 Boston Bruins +150 (L)
$50 Washington -1.5 +100 (L)
$50 LA Kings +170 (L
$50 La Kings/Canucks under 5.5 +120= Possible return of $110 (W)
$100 Bruins/Sabres under 5 -120= Possible return of $180(W)
MLS:
$200 Philadelphia Union +300= Possible return of $800 (L)


Total Wagered: $1400
Total Returned: $885.45
Total Loss: 514.45
Total Earned to Date: $1668.01
May the winners be ours. Taking over the world one step at a time. Incase you haven't gotten the memo my name is Julius James and I'm the fucking shit.