The System Fails Us Again

Today I was sitting here watching Jerry Sloan in tears because some shithead kid from Parkersburg, West Virgina says he has to go. The guy worked for decades and was left in tears because the 21st century is all bout money. Then I think about instances in my own private life and it's the same shit, everything is about materialism, wealth, and value. Which is fine but it's never about the self. It's always in comparison or relation to something else. That's what this world has become, the fakest fucking constructed reality based on a comparison to someone(thing) else. We've lost all hope, all creativity, everything is filtered, constructed and manufactured in a way of what corporations or people who are in power "think" we might like. They dictate and decide everything and yet we buy into it. 

Individualism is slowly becoming a myth, everything we do is for the approval of others, self-worth doesn't matter anymore. No body has a clue what they're worth anymore because the work is already done for you. Most of us are measured by facebook friends, twitter followers, and other means of communication but how many of those motherfuckers would be there when you're beaten down, broke and starving and need help. All that shit is fake, most of the motherfucking world is fake. Everything is watered down, simplified, and fed to us like we're fucking children and everyday there's a Jerry Sloan, the last of a dying breed that has to be sacrificed for the system with more flaws than Tiger Woods' relationships. Have you ever though about what you as an individual is worth? Not adding friends or social networks or even family into the equation. 

I've met people in this world who've been shit on by pretty much everybody. Who aren't considered shit because they've been bystanders to the materialistic success of others. They've been chewed up and spit out and left with virtually nothing. You know what those people are doing right now? Pre-fuckin med at colleges I could only dream of attending. When you got nothing left and all you have is your bare fucking hands, it's the best possible thing that could happen to you. People chase money and the most unhappy, pretentious fucks in this world are the richest. Ask them about their lives though and you'd be able to see that there's no correlation between materialism (wealth) and happiness. We've become so programmed, so constructed that we fail to see what's real. So then when people do realize their self-worth and do realize what they've become it comes as a surprise. We're all fucking capable of making change. We're all fucking capable of saying fuck people let's do our own thing. But talking it and doing it is two completely different things. I saw someone actually do it. The person woke the fuck up and did what was best for that person. It's an amazing transition I'll never be able to describe but even better is the fact that we all have it in us, we just chose not to use it. Thank you to the assholes who allow people to stop thinking, acting, and doing what's best for themselves because without individualism, the world is such a great fucking place right now, as you can already tell. 

NBA:
$300 Celtics -2 -110 (L)
$500 Warriors/Suns over 218 -110 (L)
$300 Mavs +3 -115= Return of $560.87 (W)
$400 Lakers/Celtics over 187.5 -110 (L)

NCAA:
$300 Florida St. -1 -110= Return of $572.73 (W)
$500 Wright St/Butler over 128.5 -110= Return of $945.55 (W)
$300 Penn St./Michigan over 128.5 -110= Return of $572.73 (W)
$300 Valparaiso -7.5 -110= Return of $572.73 (W)
$500 Jacksonville St. -110 (L)
$300 Denver -1 -110= Return of $572.73 (W)
$500 Illinois +2 -110= Return of $945.55 (W)
$500 Cali/Washington over 154 -110= Return of $945.55 (W)

Play of the Day:
$600 UConn -1.5 -110 (L)

Total Wagered: $5300
Total Returned: $5688.44
TOtal Profit: $388.44
Total Earned to Date: $16690.16

Contact Info: Moneyhungry45@hotmail.com

May the winners be ours. Taking over the world one step at a time. In case you haven't gotten the memo my name is Julius James and I'm the fucking shit.