I just kicked my laptop because my mom gave away some shit I bought. Well that and I had a shitty day, this shit might not post, you should hear this fan on the computer going crazy. I got behavioral issues smh. I also lost a bet and have to post how much I love Canada so there you have it, I love Canada. Anti climatic.
Fucked up weekend and I'm too tired to post everything so I'll just point form this shit.
-Cashed in on the casino in Niagara.
-Woke up Friday morning in a bar in Brookpark, Ohio. I forgot how I got there and I woke up next to a 40 year old bartender and my white tee was covered in puke while she was laying in hers. Had to bin that shit and make a walmart run. Took about 40 minutes for me to register that I was driven to Ohio for the strip club.
-Pool party in Parma, Ohio was off the fuckin chain. Shout out to my blog "fans" who I randomly call and tell them I'm showing up in 3 hours.
-Today is the first day I been sober since Thursday. You know it's bad when you have to promise someone you ain't going to down a bottle of wine and promise to head to bed lmao.
-Fireworks is for the faggots. Promised someone I'd go to that shit. Only white people and people who wear sweater vests go to see fireworks.
-Got in a fight with someone in another car. I was in the passenger seat and we yelled something at him because he was driving like a bitchass. Dude follows us then asks us who we were talking to. "You" was the response. Then he asked me who I was looking at. That's when I fucking lost it but dude ain't bout that "take the seatbelt off and lets squaredance" life. Instead he made a safe right turn and got the fuck out of the way.
-My boy mentions how is brother is a "snowman" right in front of the cop. SMH. (if you don't know what a snowman is, urban dictionary that shit)
- I went to a Ribfest just so I could hit the beer tent. Then Foreskin my boy says he'd smash a dirty ass Tamil LMAO.
-I'm surprised I gained money this weekend. But I drunk deposited that shit. My bank account is looking fucking nice maybe I won more than I thought I did or maybe I ain't hit the right buttons. Who knows.
-A chick invited me to spend a few days in a Truck stop where she is residing. Can't make this shit up. (don't shoot me haha I'm playin)
- I couldn't walk for a few days because I fucked up my foot. Suddenly I heard a pop and all is well with the world again, life is fucked.
I need y'all to do me a fave (sounds like I'm running a fucking church these days lmao) My homie Chris got bad aids (hodgkins lymphoma). Rest assured he'll kick this bitch ass shit in the ass but keep him in your thoughts and prayers. Have a safe and blessed 4th of July to everyone celebrating down south. I'm out, peace.
2 comments:
an unexpected surprise wishing me well along my journey to fight this cancer / very kind!
out of nowhere I developed a skin rash on my left forearm that looked nasty and was constantly tired so after avoiding doctors for years I went to the walk-in health clinic where I was instructed to go the local hospital's Urgent Care Centre (what they're calling ER these days)
there I was looked at, provided blood for testing / they were concerned with the results and requested I wait 24 hours and go to a public lab like Life Lab for a second test ... those results were immediately faxed to my family doctor where I was instructed to report to the Cancer Centre of Southeastern Ontario here in Kingston
from the time I received the message to the moment I spoke with the doctor I was stressed beyond belief, I felt physically ill from not knowing anything
that doctor sat me down and explained what is going on with my blood cells and they confirmed it's non hodgkins lymphoma, a common disorder within the variety of cancers known (it a nutshell it's blood cells and nodes going the wrong way on the 401, they just have to be turned around to go the right away)
I was bummed for about 2 minutes then while the doctor continued to talk my mind drifted on my aging mom who I care for on a daily basis and all the people whom I've lost over the years along with the sadness that still shows in their families eyes ... I abruptly stopped the doctor with "how soon can we start treatments?" his serious look soon turned to an optimistic smile and he told me right now
fast tracking all this... a biopsy was performed within the hour and rejecting radiation therapy I opted for biological therapy (from the Canadian Cancer website: Biological therapy is a treatment that uses your immune system to fight cancer or to help control side effects of other cancer treatments. Natural body substances or drugs made from natural body substances are used to boost the body’s own defences against illness.)
yes, they take out a little bit of me to create the meds I'm currently taking - there ya go, science is cool and I was told it was detected in a very early stage so full recovery, removal of the cancer is almost guaranteed
the kicker is taking the painkillers to help take the edge off the powerful cancer-fighting meds / it's really hard on the stomach with or without food // the biological therapy comes with no hair loss but a bit of skin discolouration may happen as well as some weight loss
a small price to pay but I have a lot to live for including the people who need me to care for them and all my wonderful friends / it's an unexpected bump in the road, booze should have killed me years ago so fighting non hodgkin lymphoma is a walk in the park
I hope and pray you make a full recovery! Stay strong, keep fighting and stay positive!
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